- it's at private student halls in a flat with three other people. I'd say there's a good chance that I'll be living with three 18 year old freshers despite me being ten years older. Weird and paedo-y.

- they might already have moved in this weekend which means they'll all be settled and then I'll come along

- it's nervewracking meeting a bunch of strangers but worse when you know that due to shortcomings in your ability to socialise you'll never be comfortable with them, remain firmly in small-talk territory for the rest of the year and the ice will never be broken

- yeah i'm gonna get pissed on the way there. also i need to contact a potential client for a website i need to build for my third year project but i'm scared of doing that as well and don't know what to say and can't handle the weight of expectation cos i might make a shit website. bye.