except tiredness and a dull anxiety.

nothing at all.

been trying to listen to music, write some music, but nothing.

I talk to people, but I'm not even there anymore. it's really weird now that I think about it, but I think back upon all my recent encounters with other people, and I'm not even there anymore. I've just checked out, conpletely, and people are just talking to some kind of Turing test.