not that i give a shit cause new years a load of crap, am i right, bunch of people spending PARTY NIGHT OF THE YEAR on the internet?

couldn't move before. too weak to get out of bed since last night until about 4 this afternoon. like sleep paralysis but while i was awake and that. and i had waves of pain from the back of me head going down me arms and to the bottom of me spine.

before you call me a lazy get i'm chronically ill with three autoimmune diseases, so you can all fuck right off, alright.

hope i'm not dying. i mean, i am. but y'know.