When I do something creative and I like what I have done, I feel very close to people, whether I know them or not, and everything seems possible and I feel that I have a lot of strength to help people around me or people far from me. I feel very connected and I feel as I believe every human should. When things are not going well and I am not achieving something, I feel very anrgy and every little thing that somebody does or says drives me fucking mad and I never want to see another living person ever again.

It is quite strange.. or not. An experience I guess. A reoccuring one. Complete extremes, though.