the end of me.

no, sorry, the end of my pathetic pseudonym.

this is my 1000th post, and i think you'll agree it's taken an impressive amount of time to get here, given my user number is 9k something. however, my stupid, stupid, stupid username was only chosen so i could make one post ever on here about something that i've long since forgotten, but it spiralled out of control and i can no longer take it.

when i search for my username (as you do, in a pathetic fashion), to try and find my first ever post - because i don't even remember when i first came on here - all i find are posts about how the word 'random' is just shit. and i agree, it is. so: no more. no longer will i be random. i will think of a new name. it may take several years. i am not very imaginative. but i will be back, some day.

random is dead! long live... someone else who doesn't have a name yet!

thank you and goodnight.